Sunday, May 9, 2010

Sexual Deviants Need Not Apply


Sula: I'm speechless. Like...
Me: Yeah, I know.
Sula: I mean...
Me: ..I know. So, uhm...yeah.
Sula: I really...I mean...
Me:...that's when I knew.
Sula: I didn't see that coming at all...


As old Sophia Petrillo says, picture it:
A few weeks ago, I met a guy who actually seemed pretty cool. After deciding that I just wanted to meet people without any expectations of anything more serious happening, I was really excited that I met someone who seemed to have a very fun and lively personality. We exchanged numbers and began communicating from there; admittedly, he got extra points for being so cool about hearing my trash-talk during our first conversation, and he's so animated and funny to maintain a conversation with.


We went out recently, but it was a really rough day for me. I figured, though, that I would definitely give him another shot at hanging out because he knew the things that unexpectedly ruined my day and he seemed really sincere about offering support in any way.


We had lunch the first day, and it went incredibly well. We parted ways and after a while, he began texting me. I think that he must have been feeling extra flirtatious and wanted to test his boundaries, and that's fine because I have no problem correcting certain behaviors in awkward or inappropriate situations. He began telling me how gorgeous I looked, and even made a joke(?) that the waitress at the restaurant was checking me out. I tried to keep the conversation tame, but somehow he decided to be bold and it went left.


...and that is when he revealed to me that he enjoys watching bestiality porn.


He said he wasn't into acting it out or actually seeing anyone he knows act it out, but that he enjoys watching it has much as he enjoys watching lesbian porn.


Now, in the time I've ever discussed pornography with anybody (including with such issues as ethnically insensitive acts and the objectification of women) I have nevereverevereverevereverEVER had anyone come out of the closet as a deviant saying, "yeah, I love the type of porn where people are fxcking animals." Ever. Naturally, I deflected and just ignored his messages.


What the hell does one even say to that? Before we even had this conversation, I had an idea that our hanging out would not really be on a boyfriend-girlfriend level and I was fine with it, but do I really want to spend any amount of time with someone that...likes bestiality? Like, I don't even know what to say to that...(confused face)


Now, let's discuss bestiality for a minute. I think that many people are anti-anything a lot of times without the ability to articulate why they feel a certain way about a taboo. This is how, in my opinion, morons so easily equate consensual non-heterosexual relationships with things like zoophilia; they just know that they wouldn't do it without understanding why not. In my opinion, the defenseless need protecton and I have very strong views on sexual assault, including engaging in sexual activities with those who don't truly have a say-so in the matter. Animals aren't equipped with the mental capacity to be able to say "I don't really think this is right" or the ability to give verbal/non-verbal cues as to their level of discomfort with the situation. Further, engaging in sexual behavior with animals is similar to sexually abusing children, the elderly, the physically/mentally-disabled, or any other group that is unable to protect themselves. As such, someone coming out of the closet to me about enjoying Tijuana horse shows is along the same lines as someone saying "I only like kiddy porn; I don't actually have sex with children!"


No, but seriously.


So what do you even say to that? Is it okay to just spend time with someone..like that if you're for sure about it never progressing to a certain point? Further, what is it about me that attracts this type of person? (confused face, again)


I..don't..really..get it.


Edit: Thanks to @dredpiraterob for much of the conversation that inspired my writing this post. I'm not sure that I'd have fleshed out these ideas a bit more without discussing the above incident with him.

5 comments:

  1. In no way is that appropriate context for a conversation. With anyone. Except maybe someone wearing a mask on chatroulette.

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  2. This-totally-fucked-me-up!

    OK, first off, damn good job with your presentation. No, I don't get into the habit of grading what I read. But I had to let you know that this one floored me - nice set up.

    Um, I'm snatching this and using it for a guest post at my spot. I thyink you'll like my follow-up post to this. I've been sitting on it for a day now; and, it's about the victim in the Lawrence Taylor statutory rape case. I read her account yesterday and pretty much became disgusted.

    Stay tuned.

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  3. Glad you enjoyed it. And don't worry, mentor, I kinda come to expect you to grade what I write -- even if I have to bug you about reading! :-)
    No way I could have made any of it up. And no, we didn't go out yesterday.

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  4. Yeah, I just googled some animal porn, and yeah, it aint nothin nice. Im a pet owner and I dont think Id ever date anyone who was into this. Now TWO animals going for it can be kinda hot! At least theyre keeping it in the same species, ya know??
    LOL.

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  5. You're hilarious! Thanks for commenting Lola, please stay tuned!

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